weakend

maybe im taking my golf a little seriously now. i was pissed last saturday. not because i lost. its the way i played. its not as if i didnt or couldnt hit a good swing. my ball impact was way off. i topped most shots. i forced my shots. my downswings were crappy. my mind is off the course. my bunker shot, oh, i dont wanna talk about this. my mental has became weak. fatigue? probably. but its another excuse. lack of sleep. probably. im supposed to have a strong mind. how can i let my body control over my mind. i lost at my own mind game. i am sooooo tense!!